Comments | bakowx26: FUCK MY SPACE >:0

bakowx26

FUCK MY SPACE >:0

Jul 22, 2006 15:45

Life seriously sucks so much right now.
I've reached like my ultimate lows.

I went to the doctors this morning
FINALLLY fucking got my anti depresents
i hope they work

I HATE HIM I FUCKING HATE HIM AND I CANT LEAVE HIM AND THAT MAKES ME HATE MYSELF
but i love him :O :'(

Comments 5

fuck my space jason276 July 13 2006, 05:41:55 UTC

in a way i know what ur going through. i went through depression twice now and they r both with my X's. they had to do with kids. with my first X we were having a baby boy at the time and he was a still born. i lost 60 lbs from that and i was in depression for 6 months at the time. know i'm having a baby girl with my other X. but this one is different. she left me for another guy. to tell u the truth i gave her everything that she wanted and she still left me for another guy. which sucks right now. but i know life goes on for the second time. take this from me. parents know everything. if it wasn't for my parents i would more then likely lost more weight then i did. it only took me a month to lose 60 lbs too. my dad seen me with my shirt off and made me sit down and eat every meal. which i thank him for that. i've been smoking for 20 yrs now and i'm not dead. i started when i was 8 yrs old. over the yrs i've quieted for about 1 yr. in total i do wont to quiet smoking but i know it is hard to do it. maybe we could ( ... )

Re: fuck my space bakowx26 July 13 2006, 17:07:15 UTC

Hmm Thanks for taking the time to right all that...But I'm sorry I don't know who you are? How did you find my live journal link?

But thank you for the advice!
And yes I do need someone to talk to
Do you have a screen name?

Re: fuck my space jason276 July 13 2006, 19:19:23 UTC

the way that i found ur live journal link is i seen it on yahoo 360 then i commented on it. i've added u on there last night. (Jason O) i also added u on yahoo too. my address is jason4@rogers.com . don't worry i will help u get through this. it says in more about me that u live in russia but in yahoo 360 it says u live new york, NY. confussing. i hope to hear from u soon

and y can't u leave ur boyfriend? i would take u in a sec.

jason

bakowx26 July 14 2006, 03:37:01 UTC

i dont have a picture on yahoo?
im so confused.

do you have an aim sn

bakowx26 July 14 2006, 03:51:38 UTC

yeah i definitely dont live in russia lol i live in michigan

and i cant leave him bc im in love with him but were fine now