Long-distance (Self-)Loving

[baktron]

I bought plane tickets for this weekend to see a boy whose last name I don't even know. I don't even know if Chris is his real name. And he thinks my name is Zara. He's been texting Zara these past few days and I'm thinking, maybe I really do want to be Zara. Just for now. That's the thing with having a million middle names. You're automatically

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[naturaliste]

It's kind of telling of my cynicism with regard to Feelings that the only part of your post that made me sit up was that you could come from penetration the first time (was it JUST from PIV or did you have help from finger friends? haha you dont have to answer, just curious cos i thought that orgasm from PIV alone was a myth)

[baktron]

s'cool. hands-free, sugar. it does take longer, but it's not impossible. on the other hand, i know some girls who have never had a single orgasm; maybe i haven't been orgasming all this while. :x maybe they're just.. spasms. will never know.