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[bakuraslover]

I just checked my email... and found something I wish never came... I got it yesterday, but just now read it... My friend Chris (not the goth one) died... His sister told me... here's the email...

Ashley,
This is Tammy..I am Chris's sister.  I wanted to tell you that this morning Chris passed away.  I'm sorry to have to be the one to tell you..he

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He will always be with you

[advic]

I am really sorry to hear that, it is sad, but it is better to know than to wonder. Look at the bright side, he didn't suffer, and he passed away loved. He loved you, and was probably a good friend. I think he will always be with you. I believe when people die, it is just their body that dies, but their soul lives. A piece of him will always be with you. I don't know what else to say, and I don't even know what I said will help you, but just remember I care.
Take care of yourself, and if you ever need to talk, I am always around.

Your friend,
Marina

Re: He will always be with you

[bakuraslover]

Thank's Marina, that means a lot to me. I wish I could get in contact with his family though and found out the details... because the way that messege from him sounded, it was like he knew he was going to die. Which gives me the idea of suicide, the way Tammy told me. I dont know whats worse, if someone hurt him, or if he hurt himself. If he was sick, it never seemed like it...

What you said isn't really going to make the pain go away... Of course not. But it really does make a difference to hear that from somebody, you know? As a little reminder that a person isn't always completely gone. I hope God takes good care of him for me...

[amber_brandy06]

i dont feel i have the right t cry ash...but i am. Ash im so sorry...God, i wish i could do something to lessen your pain...

[bakuraslover]

Thanks Amber... Really, it means a lot. ::Hugs tightly:: I love you so much, hun...

[astronomia]

That's terrible...but at least you know. I'm always afraid that something will happen to one of my online friends and I'll never know...but you know. And he really cared about you, to make sure the message got through. He must have been a wonderful person. I know I can't help but I'm here for you either way. Please don't heistate to talk to me if you need to and I see that you have other friends who feel the same way. We're all here for you.

I'm sure he's very happy though that you knew he died and cared so much. Please though...I know this will sounds strange but...don't let your sadness become unbearable ok? Just...even though he's gone...you'll see him again, I'm sure of it (at least, that's what I believe in) and I'm sure he's in a wonderful place...so...just...rest up and...

I'm sorry, I'm rambling. I just hope you'll be ok...

[bakuraslover]

Yeah, I guess you're right that it't better to know... And yet, at the same time... I'm not so sure. I would always be wondering about him... And of course I'd be wondering if something happened to him... But then knowing for a fact that something happened, it hurts so much. :( I knew him for so long... now it feels so weird and empty...

*Sigh* This is really going to take awhile, but I thank you, and everyone else, for your support. I love you all so much.

[amber_brandy06]

ash, im sorry but i got disconnected and i had to restart my computer. Maybe we can continue our conversation later hun okies? I love you sis and call me any time. Byez sis.