freakin A. today sucked. the only good part was our youth group game night. that was awesome, i had a lot of fun. but other than that, they day was crap. i cannot wait for graduation.

so today pretty much sucked ( Read more... )

so i was on the bus today worrying about how this summer is gonna work out since chris is leaving in august, and i started thinking how i probably wont see him for almost a year after he leaves for bootcamp. and i got really really sad. hes not gonna be with me for a year. hes not gonna be with me for my 18th bday (but i wasnt with him for his ( Read more... )

Chris leaves for bootcamp August 15th

Chris is taking his ASVAB today. he left this morning and apparently had a very long day. and i dont even getta talk to him. We are at dads, and he called moms looking for me, and its too close to lights out for him to call me here. but he did talk to mommy for a little bit, so i imagine he is feeling atleast a little better, mommy has a ( Read more... )

my brother and sister left today. my uncle left yesterday. i am a very sad girl, i miss them. it was really depressing to come home to an empty house today. they didnt go back to hawaii, they are in la pine with matts dad. i know they gotta go see him too cuz hes family also, but i still dont like nobody takin them away from me. *sigh* i ( Read more... )

So i am seriously considering doing Winterguard, despite all the times i said "there is no way in hell im doing guard" altho it never was "no way in hell" it was, i would do it if certain things changed, but they didnt change, and they arent going to, so i will just have to continue being bitter that i was passed over for being captain, even tho i ( Read more... )

we went rock climbing tonite. it was AWESOME. i am completley dead. my hands are like burning. its crazy. i had so much fun, i love rock climbing. the gym here isnt as awesome as the one in monterey, but it was still fun. i think our school should set up something so we can get PE credits for climging there regulary. that would rock. lol ( Read more... )

so today is my bday, well actually yesterday since it is after midnight. i am now seventeen. i dont feel any different from sixteen. ive never been this depressed on one of my bdays. and im not even completley sure why ( Read more... )

Momma to quit smoking