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I want to go to the afterlife, but I don't want to die.
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auto writing MAY 24, 2020... am I human..?
In the integral tree hypothesis calamities arose through choosing to ignore core relationship reality helix modules. helix modules are core replicator identity streams inherent in human being hypothesis theory coorelators. I have been afflicted by doubt hypothesis generators in my core relay systems operator. Am I human or a hybrid entity engulfed ( Read more... ) -
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I have a conflict between my religion and my interest in Jung. Jung rejected Christianity and embraced the paganism in his nature. I have felt blessed by Christ lately in my life, but this faith and grace seem to be a dam in me stopping up the waters of the new spring.
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Trying to raise the Ghosts
"In the cold nether-regions of spacetime place holders initiated co-coagulating fissures in operating helix modules. To put it simply, the helix co-efficiency index overloaded and all receptors changed to Praise God faith evaluators. This triggered the act of Grace to abound and put in a hatred for sinly interests and colfax pursuits of all kinds. ( Read more... ) -
Cinco de Mayo 2020 (current)
MY YEARNINGS:
1. BEAUTY
"He was starlight on canvas, King Bragg was. He knew how to stand, what to wear, where to be."
2. HOME OF MY OWN
"His house stretched four city blocks and had everything in it you could imagine."
3. RESPECT
"Nobody respected him at first, he had to earn that with wealth."
4. INDEPENDENCE
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A king for magic…
The book Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norell had a huge impact on my subconscious, but as you can see here in my note from 2/12/2017, my delusion may or may not have anything to do with an elusive character from that book. These are auto-writ:
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A Giant Organization of Delusions
From my notes on 2/12/2017. I was on low/not working medications at the time and had been drinking at night. I was entering psychosis. I was trying to organize all my past delusions into a structure so I wouldn’t forget them, little did I know I was waking the dead dreams back to life…:
“COSMOLOGY PHANATICA”
My Yearnings:
1. Freedom from Want ( ( Read more... ) -
A conversation with a riddling dragon.
from my notes: 2/10/2017
The following is from an active imagination drawing I did of a person I felt watching me.
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