Last post sounded pretty malignant. Sorry, it wasnt meant to sound that bad.

No Amy today. Figures, every single time we can be alone she cant see me. wonderful. I dont want to waste this summer when things fall through. She has to go to her ex-boyfriend's show tomorow; Anyone wanna hang?

Im home now. I got here yesterday afternoon. Its so depressing comming home to such a shitty town where all you have is a few good friends and a bunch of assholes. Overall I loved last week. I learned a whole lot, and made a shit load of new friends. Other than that I missed Amy, my guitar, 39 and friends. Got to see Amy yesterday, which was ( Read more... )

Forever your eyes will hold the memory ( Read more... )

Its almost over... 2 more days and I get to go home. It sucks that I'll never go to this thing again. next year by this time Ill be out of HS. all the better I guess. Then I can come here for school. I really want to major in sound recording tech. but I have to audition clasical and its hard as fuck to get in, and very little space open. So if I ( Read more... )

Photography is the shit.

I want bangy bangy...

and to avoid plausible damage, of course with Amy

These past few days have been weird... Amy's not on-line when i go on so we've been communicating through E-mail. It seems not seeing each other is really taking its toll I think. Every e-mail I send her gets me in trouble. I dont know wat im doing wrong. I hope its jut becsue she hasnt seen me so shes being mad and edgy. I am too. this whole time ( Read more... )

Here in photography. I just spent an hour and a half devolping a roll I shot yesterday. 7 steps, and an hour an half later...the roll comes out, and NOT ONE EFFN PICURE!!! wonderful. the teacher loaded the camera wrong and the roll never registered through the camera. effn great. later ( Read more... )

Im in fredonia now. Its so much fun. balance, fun, no gf, band, friends, sex, sekz, or secs. which sucks. Im doing photography, and its awesome. we're using these mad expe$ive cameras and walking all around the city taking random pics. were devoloping them ourselves tomorow so I have to roll them, snap them, mat them, and seal them in pitch-black ( Read more... )