i am getting a message...through music friends experiences...it seems everywhere i look i am being told it is over...it is time to give up...2 years...we are close...the connection is there...but so is the sadness anger caused by a million and one things..including the hurt i feel...the happiness is there...sometimes...i just don't want to be ( Read more... )

in seventy-five. i stood there and cried. a walk to the edge. a song is written to tell a story a walk to the edge it's how i remember things, it's how i missed it and how do i move on when the time has stopped? for too long, i've been thinking it's time to move on, and i'm sinking again i can kiss, and i'm crawling from the abyss i've been saving ( Read more... )

what can i say to get your attention...what can i say to get you to talk to me...we just sit in silence...and i asked questions that barely scratch the surface...you ignore me...i'm not clever or witty...i am not even sure i'm really there... do you still see me...is it getting easier not to...jesus...you were my dreams...my escape...when my world ( Read more... )

i just want someone to be there on my birthday
i just want someone to get real drunk with
i just want someone who needs someone to need them
because i've got nothing left that i believe in

daimon: jesus

me: hmmm?

daimon: you look like the devil

me: huh?

daimon: it's the eyes they are way to deep and dark of a blue...damn you can be scary looking

me: hmmmmm

i am devoted to wearing my vulnerability like a badge of honor

i was driving tonight and i passed what appeared to be a little league game...everyone looked so happy and involved...the 50 foot high stadium lights and fence shielded it from the outside world and contained everything from the trees with their leaves changing to the mothers fathers and children enjoying their fall friday night...i doubt they ( Read more... )