well we're leaving soon i guess to go get steven so i wont be back until late tommorow.but te trip is gonna sucks but i volunteered for the trip.

I think im losing my mind. i mean, since troubles i've had with friends my a.d.d. seems like its intensified or something. its not healthy. i mean im fuckin 17 and my mind feel like im 8 energy wise. but i dont use it. and i even act like a jackass because of it. i seek christ. i seek therapy ( Read more... )

well we leave tomorrow to get steven. its 8 hours to florida then we spend the night at my grandmas. then in then in morning of wednesday we leave back to georgia on another 8 hour trip. what fun it will be. not. at least mom let me have my x-mas gift early to have something to do. Everyone thinks its gonna suck when he gets back but if they stop ( Read more... )

I have been looking at cloths for christmas. i think i know what i want. but yea we leave to get steven tuesday.you know, im not one to start shit and i could care less about it but. im glad i moved on from brandi.i mean at first i was afraid to check my myspace or livejournal cuz i thought she would say somehting then i would forgive her. im glad ( Read more... )

well we moved in to the apartment it went well. we finaly have internet. well steven is coming back to georgia wednesday. we leave tuesday to get him. he isnt bothersome to me but he is to alex i guess. i dunno. life is ok for the time being. no problomes currently. i cant wait until christmas,it will be kick ass. today was ok-ish. we went to ( Read more... )

well the comp is gonna be down till the 5th so. ill update when it gets back on.

we went shopping today and my mom is pissed about our eating habits. i dont eat that much. i dont care there is no point in me saying how i feel or what i think is oging on because alex mom or somebody says im wrong. but past the emo stuff. ive been talking to this girl in virginia. he rname is michele. shes cool but shes like 8 hours away its gay ( Read more... )

i want my own room so bad. i mean im sleeping in a living room. i want a room but i cant do anything. i feel cramped already. i want some alone time. i want to hang out with other people. i feel like im gonna fuckin shoot myself soon lol. it sucks but life sucks so either way you get a load of cum in your face haha.

Well im sore as fuck from moving shit yesterday. I'm tired as hell i had a cup of coffee this morning but yesterday sucked we lifted heavy shit all god damn day and my muscles are like pudding now. anywho. eric is fucking annoying the hell out of me. all day yesterday he kept saying "oh i can lift that all by myself" im like fuckin do it then man. ( Read more... )

Well today we are supposed to go get all of our shit out of storage and move some of it to our place then move the rest over to mr.westlakes. this shit is tiring as fuck. yesterday we had to paint and my arm was kinda sore because i had to paint the ceiling and the top half of the wall because i was the only one tall enough to do it. so holding my ( Read more... )