i am not gonna give up...

i am going to work out!!
and then have to study, damn it!
can i be any less productive??
i feel so hyper, and just wanna laugh and laugh and laugh and joke around forever...
and dont make myself worry about anything...

what do u want me to say?

is it not being able to yell at somebody whom you think is important to you, someone that you are not sure how much you mean to ( Read more... )

ok,
damn it...
whining wont take me anywhere, but i feel like dumb so bad that u wanna throw myself out of the window...i am useless, inefficient, ou of motivation, concentration, and cant even think properly any more...
oh my god, ok maybe it is just that we are still at the beginning...
i should it make it obvious to myself that i am a student!

it was an awesome night...i lived through all kinds of emotions...

ok....it has been like 2 months since i didnt drink at all...i just didnt miss it ( Read more... )

yeah this is how i started this semester, meaning it sucks! i dont wanna curse on my last semester, cause i know that i will be missing school a lot...not that i am not ready for work, but it is just that i dont wanna take off my piercings( bullshit )..the truth is i am scared of uncertainty..i am scared of being a grown up when there is actually a ( Read more... )

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