Well its absolutely beautiful outside!! Sweet and its like only 18 days or so till spring! yay!!! but i did have to go driving tonight...i usually love driving....but...well like kt put so nicely "everyone has their off day." Today was that day for me....i almost killed people...well im exagerating a little but it was bad...but im ok now! and now i ( Read more... )

Kind of confused about things....not sure what i should do. not sure what i wanna do...i just hope i dont make the wrong decision...

Extrememly stressed out right now...and my parents arent helping...or at least my mom isnt. Ok how many moms flip out on you if you eat a grilled cheese sandwich...one not four...one...and you wonder why i have such bad eating habits...i get yelled at for eatin a sandwich!! I mean yes im supposed to be a certain weight for the airforce...but still ( Read more... )

you all kno how i feel

trying to be strong

not as strong as i hoped

im working on it though

although a little heartbroken...

Well we're back in school..yay...(sarcastic) It was quite boring...as usual...came to school went to my locker...went to some classes got upset over you kno who...who by the way im fed up with im not taking it anymore yea its gonna hurt but if i keep on trying to be his friend hes just gonna walk away when i need him most again, and he's just gonna ( Read more... )

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In an extremely good mood!! I for once this vacation had a day that i wasnt upset about something! I had a really fun day yesterday! I haven't hung out with him in such a long time..it was really nice..and as much as i hate to admit it i really missed him lol. It was really nice jsut to talk to him. I kno most of my friends arent exactly happy with ( Read more... )

Well another day of selling raffles...not one of out good days but we did get some. We now have about $320...our goal is to get like $500...i kno crazy, but bring it on baby! We had lunch at the hospital again...only because jay was working tho! ;0) Then i went over stephie's house and we played sims. It took a very long time to make our house lol ( Read more... )

Well this week, although has only been two days, has been very interesting...and different...Sunday i went out with ( Read more... )

I usually absolutely love Valentines Day, but today its sorta..how do you say...blah! And its not because i dont have a bf because i've never had one on valentines day. I think its just been a really crumby week for me. Everytime i think that things will just get better they get worse and worse and worse ( Read more... )