Comments | ball_o_crud: I finally reach for the tissue box on my desk, to find that I had given all of the tissues out.

ball_o_crud

I finally reach for the tissue box on my desk, to find that I had given all of the tissues out.

Feb 20, 2004 22:57

I fucking did it all to myself. I DID IT ALL. I say it's ok, when I know for a fact it isn't. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it and sometimes just want it to all fucking end. This is probably the lowest I have ever felt. I can't blame anyone else because it is my fault. I gave all I had, and left none for me. I gave it all to my friends, which I am ( Read more... )

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i LoVe YoU aMaNdA anonymous February 20 2004, 20:04:36 UTC

AMANDA I LOVE YOU AND YOU CAN ALWAYS TALK TO ME YOUR SO DAMN COOL AND ITS AWESOME THAT YOU LOVE TO HEELP PEOPLE BUT YOUR RIGHT YOU SHOULD GET THEM TO HELP YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF SOMETIMES BEFORE YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS WE ALL LOVE YOU AND I KNO YOU KNO THAT FEEL BETTER x0o' AlYsSa x0o'

Re: i LoVe YoU aMaNdA ball_o_crud February 21 2004, 04:40:02 UTC

Thanks Alyssa. I needed that. =o)

i_am_momma February 20 2004, 20:18:47 UTC

Crying is fine. Anger is fine. Helping is fine. Taking care of your friends is fine. Taking care of yourself is essential. I love you and your thoughtful open and wise self!!! Being a whipping post is wrong. Don't let anyone force you into being a Bitch. Never allow that.
Love and more love.....Mom

Re: i_am_momma ball_o_crud February 21 2004, 05:03:33 UTC

thanks mommy =o)

dream_of_mirror February 20 2004, 21:10:18 UTC

is there something you need to talk about, hon?
listen; if you're still upset when you get this post, call my cell.

<333
Andy

Re: Dream_of_mirror ball_o_crud February 21 2004, 04:41:32 UTC

Andy, thank you. I am fine now lol I all I had to do was sleep on it. =o) but thanks for being there for me =D

All is good ball_o_crud February 21 2004, 08:48:01 UTC

Hey guys. Thanks for all the support. I just wanted to say it helped A LOT. You people know who you are... 143. I just wanted to let you all know that everything is better now. I slept on it. lol and I will get through this. Now I even have a better attitude about it so it will be a lot easier, but its all thanks to my friends. =o) s0o0o i just wanted to let everyone know that. muah!!

xoxo,
Amanda <3 <3 <3