And I'm off!

My next post will be from Spain!

Goodbye America!

Goodbye friends.

I'm leaving tomorrow!

I feel blindsighted. I can't see ahead. I can't plan. I have planned every minute until I step on the airplane.

And then - NOTHING.

BLANK.

WHITE.

With some faint idea/memory/theory of Spain. More like a scent on the whiteness.

I don't know how I will sleep.

PS Andrew is wonderful.

So this is what I see on a billboard ( Read more... )

The plane launches with the colors of twilight shimmering on its wings. Although I have ten days until the true beginning of my journey, this feels like the first leg. Only one person left to say goodbye to ( Read more... )

So, last night I almost my entire family to watch my favorite movie of the past year, 2046. It's a foreign film by Wong Kar Wai that defies description. But I *can* say it's the most beautiful thing I've seen or heard in a long time. It's the third time I've seen it since it in the past few months. And I am NOT the kind of person who watches movies ( Read more... )

I have now said goodbye to Piet, Gomez and Jess for good. Meaning, for the next 4 months. I have a few more days with Jared, Kathleen and my family. Then I leave everyone for Andrew, for 10 days. Then I leave everyone ( Read more... )

How in the world is my boyfriend so gorgeous? I don't understand. His friend posted a picture of him on facebook and my heart about stopped when I saw it. What am I suppossed to do with him?

Oh. wait. I know exactly what.

( My Boy... Toy )

So, should I use this site as my main journal for Spain? Or should I get a new one specifically for Spain? Should it be on lj or no? Should I change my journal anyway cause explaining "ball of sex" is always a hassle? Thoughts ( Read more... )

So I say to my mom: "I think it's so stupid that everyone's worried about me understanding all the spanish spoken to me. That's the whole point of the trip! I'm sure I won't understand things, that's the point ( Read more... )

I finally bought my tickets for Spain. It's official. I'm going. I leave January 27th and I won't be back until June 16th. Holy crap, it's really happening. Just wanted to throw that out there ( Read more... )