D:Get the fuck out, before I get even more angry ( Read more... )

Rigggggggggggggggggggggggggggght.   My head hurts.

...annnnnnd... *slaps floor*

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...scene.. what an ugly word haha

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THE BITCH IS BACK :P hahahaha.. and its weird but it feels good.

When will i make people happy? Seriously , i'm sick of how i just piss everyone off and ruin their lives.

this place is rediculous.  I'm not even joking, and its funny cause all morning i was thinking about how i needed the few people i care about to just deal with my sadness for the time being, until that dumb bitch left me a nice note on my desk.  Thats when I became stronger on my own.  I had my little break down that no one saw, and than grew a ( Read more... )

I always have these secret breakdowns where I cry my face off and no one knows.  And they always make the next day better some how, I mean I'm still sad, but for the first time in a while I looked in the mirror and felt cute... I actually had the confidence to tell myself that I looked cute.  No one ever tells me I'm cute, or hot or sexy.   And ( Read more... )

oh how my hopeless romantic-ness either brings me down or puts me at a real high.

Last night Brad and I ate dinner went to my room put on tv and fell asleep together, than... we woke up.. and he tickled the shit out of me.  I love that stuff.  Thats what I dream of, its what makes me happiest.  The fall, pj's, sweaters, blankets and a boy to ( Read more... )

Well everyone has their ups and downs and i've sure have enough of downs in the last little while but thats because i wasn't thinking positively, and well .. this weekend.. i've realized that all i have to do is occupy my mind with other things, and i've been doing tons of that,  I don't have time to think about being sad and people doing things to ( Read more... )

you know.. i don't mind not to much work every now and than, but all she ever does is leave me either nothing.. or too much and frankly its getting rediculous.. i litterally have nothing to do all day today.. stupid woman.. do you're own work. cause i'm just going to quit sooner if you keep doing this.. retard ( Read more... )

Okay so everythings changing for leaving.. I was a little confused, Oh i have so much to get done before I leave.. i have to move all my stuff, i have to pack some more, than i have to go and visit my dad, and hopefully my grandma will be there too, I have that going away thing at roca jacks on the 16th and than buffalo bills on the 28th and than i ( Read more... )