one side of me is telling me that i need to move on, on the other side i wana break down and cry.

i have no idea what i am doing. i feel like i'm just sitting there, watching everything happen, not even knowing whats going on or what to do. it's hard when half of you tells you it's okay, and the other half tells you no. i dont think i've ever felt soo alone. i want to pretend like everything's okay, like i'm okay. but lately, i've been really ( Read more... )

ok well since no one even cares what i say on this thing..im going to start making all my entries pointless ( Read more... )

+ i'm tired of never feeling good enough ( Read more... )

if you had one wish..or one thing you could change about your past or yourself or anything..what would it be?? comment anonomously if you'd like to..but you dont have to<3

+ call me shan shan and i might have to disown you(besides danika c and alix ( Read more... )

fill this out honestly if you are as boss as i am ( Read more... )

i'm just about the worst ice skater in the world...anyways....

since im just soo stellar to the tenth power squared im going to ask you to answer these questions..

one thing you like about yourself?

one thing you dont like about yourself?

one thing you dont like about me?

one thing you like about me?

yeah uhm thats cute...

i couldnt hold it in anymore. i completely broke down in 5th and 6th period. i dont know whats wrong with me. alot of people think they know..but they have no idea. i've never done this before..i guess i just couldnt hold it in any longer..

i just wanted to tkae sometime out and say thanks to all of my friends that have proved they will be there for me no matter what: javs, vivian, carina, and lisa. it may take A LONG time to get used to everything..but i know one day everything will finally be better.