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[ballet_romance]

someone give me a gun so i can just shoot myself right now. i dont want to talk about it. nothing is going to make me feel better. theres this emptiness and hurt left inside of me. nothing is alright. everything happens for a reason..so what was the reason? i feel like my heart is lost, and i cant find it. its times like these where i wish i was

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[__reborn]

shannon, i dont know what to say. but that day during lunch when i was crying, and you were sitting right by me made me really realize that you are one of the best people on this earth

[ballet_romance]

wow. that was really nice. that was just about the only thing that made me smile all day. its not something that will get better thought..its one of those things where you wish it never happened..and i wasnt the one who did it. i think having this livejournal has made me more deep and mature for some reason. if i ever need to talk to someone..your name will pop up in my mind. thank you soo much jaahnvi <333333333

[__reborn]

its one of those things where you wish it never happened

..yea, i've felt that too. its kinda like something that comes along with losses of people. that kinda stuff will never heal, it will always be a little empty spot in your heart, but things in general will get better. of course the event that happened will never get better, as it has already happened, but life in general may heal a part of what has happened, and for a few moments, you forget about it. it'll always come back because its rooted in your memory, but at least it wont hurt quite as much.

yeah, livejournal must have that kind of impact on people cuz i feel the same haha.
i will always be here for you, and i'll always be glad to talk to you. xoxox<333

[ballet_romance]

thanks jaahnvi..you always make me feel better <33333

[boomboxx_love]

dont shoot yourself.
if you do. i would cry my fucking heart out knowing i never got to know you.
i know you probly didnt really mean that.
i really hope you feel better and i know that we all feel like sometimes everything that can go wrong, does go wrong. it always feels like we will never get over it but in reality we do.
i hope you feel better, and i know you have great friends that will help you threw this. and of corse im here when you need to talk!

[ballet_romance]

yeah we really need to meet each other. if u come to lcms tell someone to introduce us or something. thanks..i really hope i do get better but i have no idea how long that will take. no pain,no gain..but im not gaining anything. thanks brooke <33

sry for you

[anonymous]

when life gets hard, screw it.

Re: sry for you

[ballet_romance]

:-/ thanks mitch

[anonymous]

im way sry

by the way "this is jaaiiiiimmmmmeee"

[ballet_romance]

:-) thanks jaiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeee

[kissmextonight]

i wish i could go back in time too.
shannon i love you and ur like the coolest person ever
dont hurt ur self

[ballet_romance]

its not me thats hurt myself..its that THING