this is really just one of those days. i have come to realize that, unfortunately, i have random times in my life where i feel left out, unloved, and depressed. i never know when to expect these times, but they come and go. and right now i'm having one. i am getting left out of everything, and its just not fun. for example...

chynna and barb. they ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my 19th birthday. it was really uneventful and actually made me rather angry... i hate when you have those days where you have everything planned out just like you want it and what do you get? nothing, because nothing goes how it was planned. i was supposed to get birthday dinner with brandon, and do you know what i got instead? i ( Read more... )

so i hate when people... your friends, specifically... have a slumber party and don't invite you. especially after they kinda give you a hard time about NOT doing stuff with them. well if i was INVITED maybe i would ( Read more... )

so brandon and me are a thing now. :)

i feel like such a loser...

i spent almost $18 on COMIC BOOKS. wtf. but they are gonna be the best comic books ever, so its okay. definitely. the amory wars by coheed and cambria's claudio sanchez. BUENO.

we have a volleyball match tonight at meredith college in raleigh. YAAAAAAY bus rides. =\

i am really freakin tired.

i was having a bad day yesterday where everything anybody said pissed me off and AAAAAAAAAAH so i called my mom and talked to her about it and then i was up until 1 am. and THEN today we had volleyball practice at 6 am. WTF?!?! so i am absolutely exhausted, AND i'm really pissed cause trevor was supposed to be off tonight ( Read more... )

so it has been like 4,827,395,734,859 years since i've written in this beast, like REALLY written. we're now 10-10 in volleyball (not bad, but not bueno either). i've managed to keep myself from getting sick since i got over strep the last time. i started talking to trevor, who originally didn't want to date any time soon and wasn't exactly ( Read more... )

 so there's this guy, right?

he's amazing. <3

i'm sick. again. i went to the doctor yesterday about to die. she said i had strep throat, prescribed for me antibiotics and steroids, and sent me off to get blood drawn to test my counts and to check for mono. LUCKILY... the mono thing came up negative ( Read more... )

well we played virginia wesleyan last night. we should have freakin won, but instead we lost in 5 games, and the last game we lost 15-13. *anger* but my serve was actually GOOD! and i average the most service aces per game... just cause i got lucky and had like 4 last night =] so that makes me happy but other than that, the match as a whole angers ( Read more... )