one more day. just one. then i'm off to school, off to a life of my own separate from my parents, separate from all the standards and rules they have for me. one more day and i become a free girl. yay! :-)

on the down side... i think i'm going to miss my family a lot.

AND i have a 7 hour car ride tomorrow.

so i decided that is the worst fishin spot ever. we caught like 5 fish, and were out there for like... 4 hours. AND we were fishin by a nuclear power plant. it made the animals mutant, i tell you. there was a 4 legged butterfly. NATURALLY 4 legged. they are insects, they should have six! wtf.


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so today was hell. for real. i spent THIRTEEN FREAKIN HOURS at rack room shoes. i just kept telling myself i'd love the paycheck. that's the only thing that got me through. oh yeah, and the movies i got from shawna :-P ( Read more... )

the kinky list guy.


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so i feel really bad for paresh. i work with him, right? and we were supposed to close together tonight along with steve. he was supposed to come in at 5, an hour after i did. well his roomie called about 4:30 saying they think he broke his ankle playing paintball, and that he was getting xrays and may need surgery. SUCKY! i need to call and get ( Read more... )

here are some of the love notes he wrote to me:

when i think back on these times we've had and dreams we've left befind, i cry on how much i'm missing you. everytime i close my eyes, i see your faec, and how you were always there for me. i'll always keep a part of you with me in my heart, and everywhere i am, you're still with me. i always want to ( Read more... )

during the summer between my 8th and 9th grade years, i went to europe with my english teacher and a bunch of kids. two of these kids were my now ex-boyfriend nick and my buddy sabrina. now see, back then i was extremely naive. i mean, yeah i was only 14, but at that point my opinion on anything sexual was like "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW!!!!! never. ( Read more... )

i have ever read in my entire life. this was a bulletin on myspace two years ago. i printed it out... and now i found it in a box, so here it is:

"Sex education

Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a but about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was how it was done. ( Read more... )

so i've been packing all night. it is scary, because it didn't really hit me until today that a week from tuesday, I'M GONE. i'm packing up all the stuff i don't really need right now, books, binders... post its :-)

i can't wait to go to school. i think that will just possibly be the best time of my life. i dunno how i'm gonna fit my stuff into my ( Read more... )

"shane" (10:56:30 PM): nice conscience tho lol

xojesusfreeeekox (10:56:43 PM): i know, right? it yells at me quite frequently...

"shane" (10:56:58 PM): BAD BAD BAD!!!!

"shane" (10:56:59 PM): lol

xojesusfreeeekox (10:57:11 PM): pretty much. only sometimes it is MUCH meaner.

"shane" (10:57:16 PM): and y quite frequently?

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