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[ballofconfusion]

I really dont want it to be like this. The love of my life is drifting further and further apart. I can only blame myself. I lost something so great and now im alone. Nobody to talk to nothing to do nowhere to go. I love you so much. I wish one day Jackie. I wish that one day we look at each other once again and just say fuck it lets do it. Lets

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[sin_derella]

I'm sorry things have to be this way. I didn't want them to be but you know how things turned out. I don't know what to tell you. I'm sick of the way you are with me. I'm always so nice and I try to understand and be completely honest and all of that bullshit but things end. I can't even trust you as friends and you can't be honest with me. Don't hurt yourself thinking about the future b/c our future is gone. I'm not waiting anymore. I've waited so long for things to change and be different and I've made up my mind. I'm going my own way. I've given you so many chances and tried to compromise but I feel like I was taken advantage of and it's just not working out. Keep in mind that I didn't make this decision. Even tho right now I sound like a jerk It doesnt matter. I'm being strong. Thats the way I see it. Theres so much to talk about, so many things to say, yet I feel we shouldn't talk for a while. Yeah, I love you and it's hard but fuck, I'd rather hurt now for a while than to hurt forever. Its just the way I feel. I'll still be your