PURELY PITIFUL

[balou15]

Why am i so frekin pitiful.Why just about anything you look at about me if you know me is frekin pitiful.I mean i put up got to be one of the best cover ups ever.i got people thinking thinking im hard(scared of me)but when it comes down to it im the last person who wants to fight not that i wont and not that i cant but i havent had a fight since

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[poetic_sunset]

Hey.. I don't want to sound like Dr.Phil or anything but if you like that side of yourself best more than likely others will too. Who cares what boys think? I mean honestly, how you just described yourself is the kind of guy most girls would kill for. A quote from my journal..."Statistics say that you'll only see about 10% of the people you knew in high school and even then that's at high school reunions which you'll probably be working too hard to take time off to go to anyways.( Consider it fate that your boss is an asshole) It's really sad but really liberating at the same time. Why let those people affect you so much if you won't even see each other and even then that will be to compare pictures of your fat children while bragging about the mercedes you own ( you wish sucka!) and the trophy wife you'll never have because you're too busy shoving big macs down your throat." I wrote that one day when high school had me bummed out too. But it's true. These people aren't even important...

[balou15]

its not that im trying to impress them it just that wile im in high school there the only people i can stand to be around so there the one i have to deal with. cause the other groups that would except how i am i cant stand to be around for more than between 2and7 mins at a time depending on my mood.

[poetic_sunset]

I see your point. Brack has a very limited selection of people that are decent. The ones that you don't feel like punching in the face after everything stupid thing they say.

[balou15]

finaly some one understands me thank you thank you so much. there a**es but at least i can stand to be around them

[poetic_sunset]

LOl, somtimes I feel that way about my friends. They can be annoying but it's a big improvement from those who sit there and go "aaaaaaaa" after everything.BIG improvement. Besides they laugh at all my corny jokes.

Totally Off Topic!

[kdchomer]

I jus realized tiffany, that you and i never talk at school...

[watashinokage]

Whoa, buddy. I know that the two of us aren't close; actually, we don't talk at all past a simple "Hi." every now and then, but still....

Anyway, I've never gotten that impression of you. I mean, when Prisca talks about you (and yes, she does), it's always good stuff. You've always come off as a very honorable guy and that is admirable. So much better than a lot of assholes I could name. If it makes you feel better, I wouldn't peg you for a pathetic person. I hate it when people talk like that about themselves, but every now and then we need a good bitch/rant/rave. It's understandable. I have to do it myself every now and then.

I know I didn't offer any advice, or even anything remotely helpful, but that's because I wasn't trying to. Hope you feel at least a little better now.

[balou15]

thank you it did help