He's got me too confused...

Had a dream about Misha and high school again last night...
Not particularly happy about it.
She was happy and beautiful and it made me miss her really bad...

What am I not happy about now that I'm seeing myselg back in highschool...again...I hate these frigging dreams...
God, help me...
I'm kinda...I dunno, falling apart at the seems, again.

I'm paradoxically happy and unhappy at the same time.
Fuck this weird ass balance...

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny

And so today marks the end of an era for me.
I am no longer employed at Red Robin.
I was terminated by direct order of the vice president of operations, Jim Mitich(sp) for a negative email sent by a guest.
I AM elligible for rehire after the next 90 days.
Whether or not I return has yet to be decided.

I don't think I've cried so much...

I don't know if this is love or if it will be or what this is...
I just miss benji.
alot...

I have a boyfriend...
I'm...very...um...estatic XD
but kinda weird feeling...
this needs some getting used to.

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