i havent updated a real update in a while...

[bam2the_xtreme]

so here i am. i'm still walking this earth as unhappy as can be. i even asked josh montoya for advice yesterday about how he deals with depression. i cry uncontrollably for long periods of time when things are seemingly ok. i have verious reasons why i cry, but they shouldnt be making me cry. *sigh* the only time i'm "happy" is when i'm with

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[lbs1986]

why are u so sad???? dont be, in spite of all the bad shit in this world, u only have a right to be sad for a little while. u know why??? cuz i said so. we all go thru stupid shit and that leaves us with a choice: to be sad about it for the rest of our lives and think life isnt worth living, or to only be sad for a little while, and learn from the situation and move on and become a stronger and better person b/c of it. i used to to the first choice b/c that was easy, but i hated myself and cut myself and nothing was ever right. it left me thinking i wanted to die. so i got on my feet and chose to move past it all and i love the place im at right now. i hope u can do the same cuz i hate seeing, or hearing about u being upset. so please feel better soon and realize that no matter how hopeless u are, someone is alwayz here for u (me) and loves u and wants u to be happy cuz thats what u deserve.