ok so you cant really depend on anyone. even the ones who love you or say they love you will ultimatly let you down. promises clearly mean nothing. how it effects someone else doesnt matter at all. i wish i didnt care. believe me i do. i wish it didnt matter to me. i wish i could tell you its fine and i dont care what you do. but it hurts me. so i ( Read more... )

so 1st of all I in no way ever blamed you. I in fact got mad and hurt when you said I was blaming you. I wanted you to be there for me and I tried to talk to you and expected my best friend of all people to make me feel better but you did anything but that. you told me I was being selfish and ridiculous and made me feel horrible.im not angry but im ( Read more... )

So I just wanna put this out there.....

I love all my friends oh so much. They have suported me through everything such as all the crap with Melissa (which got worked out today) and all my family stuff. I dont know what I would do without them.

I love April, Haley, Brittany, Katie, Kristen, Megan, Lara, Chalon, and Chrissy.

Yall amaze me!

ok so here it goes.....

Friday: sat and watched rj eat rice for like 30min then april was ( Read more... )

so when people move away or leave they change and im realizing that most of the time thas not for the better.
im going to slowly separate from so people.

I spent the whole weekend with Kate btw!!! Wahoo!!!!

feel better kate?

yeah so I havent done an actual update in I dont know how long. but anyway.... today I have drivers ed after school till like 7 wahooo which also means no football. I missed dance team this morning cause I slept. lol oh well this week is going to suck cause I have so much going on but the weekend should be good. april and i will party it up on ( Read more... )

this was obviously made during football practice.....

1. I would rather poke myself in the eye repeatedly for 24 hours than get a tatoo.
   
2. I would rather get frostbite than get a tattoo
3. I would rather rub my face on concrete than get a tattoo.
4. I would rather be breastless than get a tattoo
5. I would rather marry nick schultz than get a tattoo.

Things don't always turn out like you want them to. Life is never ever fair. I guess you just have to get over it and move on cause sometimes things arent going to get better. just worse.

Good men must die, but death can not kill their names

I <3 April Emily Andrew!
she wins the cool person of the day award. haha yay for april!
and p.s. shes the bestest dance team captian lol

April: yay for getting our way! lol