Nothing to Lose

[bambamargera]

 I feel fucking old… 21 years old and I'm already popping 3 pills a day. I guess it's not that bad because at least these one's are by choice. I broke down again the other. I'm starting to think I should add a few more pills to that regiment.. One's that'll chill me out. I mean as of now I'm not taking anything serious.. Hell I couldn't afford to

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[sisterxmisery]

It's okay to think about these things, I do it, I think we all do it sometimes.

But thinking and doing are two different things. Alot of people would care, alot of people DO care, and I for one am always here to listen if you need me.

[bambamargera]

I don't think I could ever actually do it. I don't doubt that people care, but it helps to hear it sometimes ya know? Thx and I'll keep that in mind.

[xx_sora_xx]

Heh.
I think prob most of the Friends I have on lj are older - I am not yet eighteen.
And if you want to read funny comics about Homiide you should def get the Johnny The Homicidal Maniac series by Jhonen Vasquez!
He has also done the Invader Zim series if you have seen that.
It is great!
Though I do hope you stop thinking of homicide,it does sort of concern me to have a twinny like that.
o.0

[bambamargera]

I've got a whole collection of those comics, Jhonen Vasquez is one of my idols. I don't alwasy think that way though.. it's just sometimes I gewt lost in my own brain I guess. *hugs* Twinny Love.

[xx_sora_xx]

XD
Jhonen is AMAZING!
Yesh,twinny love.
Hope you are doing alright sweetheart.
Not fair that everybody seems to be older though.

[shinigami_tea]

Your not all that old lol
I would light a candle for you if you died. I find them soothing and an easy way to say "You'll always be a light to me, like a star in the sky." I find piano wire the best method of killing someone, that or an extramly tight cock ring. Let the blood build up until they're about to burst, what better way to die then in plesure because so many people never get the chance.

It's healthy to vent in your journal, I don't think you'll ever have too many read your journal. I like the fact that I have a few good friends rather then a lot of casual ones. *huggles* But may your jounal never be free of any comments of all.

[bambamargera]

That's really sweet. That's in fact something Iv'e never heard from anyone before.. but it made me feel good. I like the way you think haha. And your probably right it's best that a few good friends come around to see if I'm alive than it is for a a lot.. so thx..

[shinigami_tea]

No problem. I'll try and get to your new post this weekend. I've been at school and sick XP. But I shall press on! ^O^