contemplation

[bambi_425]

i often wonder when this will end. how long can it really go on? all i'm asking for is his love. he has all mine. i have never loved someone so much in my life...other that family or amanda or something. it's sooo hard. i know that on some level the fact that i am sitting here waiting for something that may never happen...is ridiculous. but

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I love you so much

[frimples85]

Love, I wish I could tell you that he will come to his senses and come back to you, because that's what my intuition tells me. But, how well has that worked so far? I wish I could tell you that you'll be fine....but I can't even do that. I know I should be telling you things that will help you, but it just doesn't work. I could say so many insightful things, but; like Bratt told me, only time will help. There's nothing any one can do. All either one of us can do is wait it out, and see where time leads us. I will be with you through everything, I promise. I love you.

[frimples85]

B, you know I love you. UPDATE YOUR FREAKING JOURNAL!!!!

NO

[bambi_425]

if i felt different i would update it....but nothing is changing and this is still how i feel...so until something changes...it's staying there. sorry love.

Re: NO

[frimples85]

I'm sorry that nothing has changed. I wish that I could make something happen for you. You know I would in a heart beat. I love you.