Truth

Aug 23, 2010 14:01

Name: Truth
Pairing: Seohyun/Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating: PG
Genre: Slight Angst


Kyuhyun sat wearily on the chair as the stylist-noona continued to rant behind him on how he’s supposed to be moving around now in preparation for their next performance.

He heard her yap endlessly but he didn’t care. He’s tired.

Okay, so all of them were tired. But the weariness he’s feeling right now isn’t just a mere physical strain. On a brighter note, he was glad that the duet was over.

Not that he didn’t enjoy it, though. He was happiest when he is singing and Seohyun exceeded his expectations that afternoon.

Yes, the duet was awesome. Epic, if you may call it. The fans are happy, the PDs are happy, the entire world is happy.

It was weird how he felt nervous all of a sudden when they stepped into the stage. The feeling of slight shock upon seeing Seohyun in white was still lingering even when he started on his lines. He suddenly felt queasy with his black suit. The two of them singing with these outfits make it seem as if they’re about to be wed.

He wasn’t expecting it though he had an inkling that there’s a huge chance it might happen. Why, everybody loves the maknae couple, right?

But then again, the show must continue. He focused on the music and just simply let the notes flow out of his voice. He walked towards her, eyes scanning the side stage for a certain someone. They met in the middle and he held her hand, just as they had practiced. The crowd broke out into cheers and he felt his insides turned around. He was nervous once again. He unconsciously rubbed his thumb on Seohyun’s hand as he kept consoling himself.

It’s alright, she’s not watching. She’s backstage preparing for their performance. It’s alright.

The song continued and when it finally ended, a breath of relief escaped involuntarily on his lips. Ah, the claps and cheers are wonderful to the ears. And he smiled.

He was happiest when he is singing.

He WAS happiest when he is singing. The sudden pain of a late realization hit him. The realization that must have been what all the nervousness was actually hinting.

He knew he's happiest when he is singing but why does he feel all lost and lonely?

Thus, bringing him back to where he is right now. Sitting on the chair on that crowded dressing room, his eyes closed as he tried pushing the thought of what he saw earlier off from his mind.

“Makdoongie is crushing on Kyu-oppa!”
“Unnie, I’m not!”
“Ah, but your smile a while ago disagrees with you, seobaby!”
“Unnie~~”
“But, I… I think you look good together!”

The images floated like rainclouds on his head.

Seohyun’s shy smile when he held her hand and her flushed face when Sooyoung teased her…
Sooyoung’s supportive smile for her dongsaeng and the sharp pain stark naked in her eyes….

Kyuhyun tried pushing the memories away and the same clammy feeling hits his stomach again as he finally understood what he was nervous all along.

He was nervous that Seohyun might fall in love with him.

But he was scared most that Sooyoung will approve of it.

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Inspired from unknowntoyou18 's Never Give Up. HAHA!
This is really uncalled for. I have to write something to ease my broken heart. LOL

genre: angst, fandom: super junior, length: one-shots, fandom: snsd, pairing: seohyun/kyuhyun, pairing: sooyoung/kyuhyun

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