There is nearly an hour before I have to go back into work and finish up my double day, known also as "dubdae". For the course of the past 2 hours, I have ordered food and beverage (Evolution's "Super Green",  tall Vanilla Chai, and a tomato spinach wrap with a cage-free chicken egg white inside), scouted out a desirable corner in which to sit ( Read more... )

"There is a fundamental reason why we look at the sky with wonder and longing-for the same reason that we stand, hour after hour, gazing at the distant swell of the open ocean. There is something like an ancient wisdom, encoded and tucked away in our DNA, that knows its point of origin as surely as a salmon knows its creek."

It took less time than I thought to grow up in the sense where your spirit is no longer innocent or free or young. To where the lacking is fresh with every new day. There are still surprises, but you fail to celebrate them and be excited for them. What does it even mean ( Read more... )

He wants me back. I feel sorry for him because he knows he blew it and that it's too late. He hopes one day we'll get back together, but I cannot stand there and tell him it's going to happen. He said he has never met anyone like me, and that there is nobody out there like I am. My heart hurts for him, but there's nothing to be done except to ( Read more... )

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Fuck it. I'm going to get stoned.

I hate that I think about you too much and that I still miss you when you became so much higher above me. But I do and I can't change it. If I could go back, I would be less consumed with my self and what was going on with me and paid more attention to you and to your world. I can't take any of it away now and you no longer love me as you did when ( Read more... )

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I feel it all & I understand now. More than before. I understand.

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& also, I'm in love with him.

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