I have been feeling a little congested lately with... well... everything. So I plan to purge my closets, drawers, computer and life. I will be deleting this journal in 7 days. My email is Brandnewday18@yahoo.com and I'm also on myspace... so feel free to drop me a line sometime. Maybe regaining focus in my life and clearing the clutter will make me ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how things are going right now. Some times things are great, sometimes not. I find it devistating when someone gives their best and it's simply not good enough. Like at work for example. But that's a whole new can of worms. I got to see Renee last Wednesday, that was good. When I see her, it's almost like no time has passed at all. No ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't been updating. I have been so busy with the new job and whatnot. I am very contemplative right now. I look at myself and wonder have I even changed since high school? I am still overbearing and clingy. I still have the same jealousy problems. I want to change but I can't. I have been working on these problems for years and still ( Read more... )

I just found out I passed my national boards. I am now Rachel the CPhT (certified pharmacy technician)!!! And a big congradulations to everyone else that passed!

You know, I love how just when you think you're totally over someone, they show back up. Not only that, they tell you they broke up with the girl they rebounded on you with. You don't want them anymore, you just wonder if it was REALLY necessary to do that.

This Thanksgiving and the last 2 that came before it, I have had broken hearts with all three of them. I hope thing come in threes. Maybe the next one will be better. Mike and I haven't even been apart for two weeks, he is already out getting drunk and sleeping around again. Great. I don't want him back, I just want to know that I meant something ( Read more... )

School is going well. I should be out by late November. In a way, I can't wait to get out. In another way, I want to stay with Team Tech forever. Weight loss isn't going so hot. Then again, I haven't even been doing this for a week. My teacher (another ex- smoker) told me that it will plateau and it will go back down. Yay. I surely won't miss ( Read more... )

It's been over a month since my last cigarette. I have the 15 pounds to prove it. Everything is tighter and my metabolism has slowed down signifigantly. Oh well, I'm doing what I can. Otherwise, things are going well for me right now. I am now a myspace addict. Yea folks, one of THOSE people. School is going well and I am clawing my way out of ( Read more... )

I must take this thing in spurts. I read the journals every day. I just can't get around to updating mine for some reason. There has been some big changes to me. I am getting certified in November for the pharmacy tech thing. That's pretty big. Oh, and I QUIT SMOKING. It was the best thing that happened to me. Well, except those pounds that came ( Read more... )

I know I haven't been updating much. I have been so busy lately. My life in a nutshell, I quit my job so now I can go to school full time. Yay. Unfortunately, I only have another month or so to enjoy unemployed bliss. When I get back from vacation (I will be gone the entire month of July), I am back to work. I need to save money so I can get the ( Read more... )