All things must come to an end. My relationship with Matt did on Monday. Right now, I'm busy nursing a broken heart. I feel a little better. Time will heal all wounds. I'm still adjusting to the fact that now we're.... just friends. It will be difficult. He wasn't happy with me. I want him to be happy, even if it means sacrificing my own.

We fled the hurricane. All for nothing. I suppose it's better to be safe than sorry. However, it's going to be hell to make up the hours. These next few weeks are going to be tough. I will only be able to see Matt on the weekends. It's going to suck. Believe me, it wasn't an easy decision to take 4 nights a week. Maybe if the course is super easy, ( Read more... )

I don't have much news. Work has been good. I'm learning more each day. As far as school goes, I am going to have to take a remedial math class before I start the program. Hopefully it will fly by. Hopefully I will start in October. As far as family life goes, it's fine. We still have some renovations to do on the house, but they will come in time ( Read more... )

Things are speeding up now. I go to register for school Monday and start in October. The next year will be rough, but I can get through it. Matt and I can get through it. I won't have to stay past 5:30 every day so I have the ideal job. And it's right across the street from my school. Yay. I haven't updated much because I don't have the time. ( Read more... )

I have gone from vegetating to being super busy instantly. It has been like this for over a month now and I'm still trying to adjust. I'm trying to get used to constantly being tired. I'm either eating, sleeping, at work or out. In a month or so, I will have to juggle school too. I've been irrationally bitchy lately. I need to sleep more. But right ( Read more... )

Today was another day. I went to work, came home and talked to Matt. I found out what his schedule is going to be like. He will have to work 4 days in a row next week. That sucks big time. I probably won't have Friday off because I need to take a day off to register for school. I'm nervous about the months to come. With us both in school, we will ( Read more... )

Yesterday was amazing. We had so much fun. We got there about 9:30 and met my cousins there. We rode all the water rides, the train, a kiddie roller coaster and this ride that spins you around. It's called the Sand Storm. I got so sick on that one it was unreal. Matt only got to ride one roller coaster. I felt so bad because I hate them (I don't ( Read more... )

I was going through my friend's page today, and I came across a friend's entry about another friend (used to be a friend, now....... nothing). It made me go read her journal. I never realised how cruel people could be. The whole thing about the cats..... if you want to be mad at someone, fine. Just don't take it out on anyone else ESPECIALLY an ( Read more... )

Here I sit, waiting for Matt to come home from work. As I said in my title, another day. I got cussed out by one customer and called cross-eyed by another. That made my day complete. Tomorrow I'm going to order Matt's birthday present. I got him an annual pass to Busch Gardens. So, it's over a month early, oh well. We plan to go next Saturday. We ( Read more... )

I can't wait until the newness wears off. I have a manager that blames EVERYTHING on me because I'm new. If it weren't for her, I would love my job. I will get through it. I figure ifI knock her socks off with my impressive knowledge if my new job, this will stop. I have a new goal. Wish me luck.