i felt like i was conquerin the world and every1 was helpin but then i gat in the face with how it really was gonna be. i didnt realize we would struggle that much.my hope n dreams are on a pause i guess ill stick with goin with the steps instead of skiipin a few or alot in mmy case,itll prepare us for next time. we wont be scared,and we gat two ( Read more... )

Kindly borrowed from pete [30 Nov 2004|05:26pm ( Read more... )

everybody needs to fuck off n let me be n whoever else is in my life alone. or ill make sure they leave us alone. leave fuckin bailey n tommy alone leave pauly n i alone. leave us the fuck alone. were hapy we dont need no fuckin drama ass shit ne more. ahh my lifes suxin rite now wen it fuckin shoudlnt be.all bc of assholes.

*i finaly know how it feels to be in love again n be loved back hes different i know he is.... and hes all mine lol.

i love pauly michael somers

in a bad fuckin mood paulys mad at me for no fuckin reason just bc i dont want to talk bout suttin on the comp n want to in person. w/e i dont fuckin care. baileys upset bc of i dunno she wont talk to me which is killin me i love her n worry bout her bc i want to. n shes great in bed. n shell love me if i have polka dots. but today was ok im just ( Read more... )

*well thursday nite pauly came in late he almost gat introuble by the cops. but he didnt get caught and then he came ova i yelled at him n then he just kissed me n said its bc i love him and i just dont knwo it. and i told him i think i do and then he made me repeat it like 5 times and then like 20 times all nite. we smoked xmas tree he was gone i ( Read more... )

im back im back im back hahahaha.

ok heas the scoop my rents are assholes,i hung out wit eric on sat,me n jake no such thing(but their is suttin no1 knows ill tell u lata)dave  anotha story tell ya lata. tim me n tim r talkin again n i made my cuzin cry,im buyin a new cell hone gettin anotha job and im failin skewl n gat suspended n probably wot ( Read more... )

*ok neways im in skewl n bails n i are imin eachother wen shes right next to me. lol but neways yea hopefully im goin:closes eyes and cross'es fingers" im gonna see jeff today. im still traped between jake and dave. dave is soo fuckin hott. and jake ive alwasy liked and i know i have a chance with both bc theyve each said it. im soo confooosed. ( Read more... )

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Sam's happiness n a boy to keep her wit no doubts

(wen will that equation solved??)

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i cared for you . i really liked you. i thought it was good how we didnt see eachother and how we didnt talk every nite. bc when we see eachother we were soo happy ( Read more... )

wtf nothing goes right this week. i wanted the bobby thing outside of skewl. i dont want ppl involved i wanted it hush hush. then the rumors start flyin my hair i dont like it. n tim ahh i cant even say it. life suxz right now im not writtin for awhile. theirs no point