I dont understand myself sometimes. Like I dont get why I can feel so good about something or someone, and then just not care at all later. Like am I bipolar or something. Sometimes I can feel so passionate about something and want it so bad that I would do anything to be a part of that. Then just totally discard it like it was a piece of trash. Is ( Read more... )

My baby came home today and I am so incredibly happy. I gave him his watch and he loved it. Well he better have loved it, it only cost my December savings, which wasnt very much cause I dont actually have a job to save money, I just get money from babysitting every once in awhile. It was nice to see him open it and see the look on his face. Things ( Read more... )

Well 2 more days til I get to see my bebe...I miss miss miss him. These last few days have been long and drawn out. TOO TOO TOO long. So I am excited ( Read more... )

So today was my first day without Alex, and what did I do you ask, NOTHING. I did some stuff around the house early and then I just sat around and watched TV. I find that my TV and I get along quite nicely during brakes and weekends and any time I dont have school. Its easy for me to watch a marathon of something I really like for about five hours ( Read more... )

I dont know what I did or whatever but I feel so much better then I felt yesterday morning and well all day yesterday. I dont know what it was but I woke up this morning and I ate breakfast and took a shower and I just feel so much better. I am so happy, I hate being sick, and I still havent done any of my Christmas shopping or anything. But I am ( Read more... )

I dont wanna be sick anymore, I am so tired of being sick I dont know what to do.....ugh. Someone cure me!

Well this seems to be a reacurring theme, but I am still sick, I have a terribly stupid cough and I just feel so blah blah. But now I cant go out and do anything, I am just stuck here at home lying around being a blob on the couch. At least I am eating again. I lost like 7 pounds over 3 days that I didnt eat anything. I went to the doctor and it ( Read more... )

I am still sick! I hate being sick. Cause when I get sick I stay sick for at least a week sometimes more. I went to the doctor yesterday and got medicine and I am doing better now. I didnt go to school today except for choir cause we have a concert tomorrow and I really wanna be there. It would suck if I worked so hard for all this time and then ( Read more... )

I got a new laptop! Well its not new new but its new to me so it should be exciting, I get it in my room with wireless internet and everything so it should be awesome....its kinda weird cause now everyone has a computer in my house. My brothers both have laptops and my parents have their computer downstairs so it should be cool to see how things ( Read more... )

Its 4:39 in the morning and I am sitting here sick sick and more sick.....I have a cold plus I have the stomach flu, those 2 together = not good. It seems like everytime I eat something I get really queazy and I have to actually work to keep my food down. And we have no 7up, or Sierra Mist whatever the hell it is. So I cant really drink anything ( Read more... )