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bananajan

Caught In The In Between...

Sep 21, 2008 02:06

Could she be the reason we're not together?

I hate having these brief attacks of paranoia.
I'd like to think that if Jared was fucking someone in Waterdown that he wouldn't be with me.
But then again, based on past experiences....

I HATE comparing the two of them.
They're like strawberries and lemons.
One is sweet, and juicy, and yummy to the max.
and the ( Read more... )

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faraway901 September 21 2008, 15:09:26 UTC

I'm getting tired of having to say this, so this is going to be the last time ( ... )

bananajan September 21 2008, 15:14:28 UTC

Okay, first of all, I'm pretty sure if you were me you'd be doing the EXACT same thing. It's nerve racking as fuck to see other chicks writing things on your 'boyfriend's' facebook wall about when they're going to see him. ESPECIALLY if it's his ex girlfriend.
So THATS why Im paranoid.

faraway901 September 21 2008, 15:22:16 UTC

I understand that ( ... )

bananajan September 21 2008, 15:23:09 UTC

Talk to him like YOU do?
Pretty sure you rant over LJ too...

faraway901 September 21 2008, 15:24:29 UTC

Why are you being so mean to me? I'm just trying to help you, so you can be happy with Jared...

bananajan September 21 2008, 15:27:09 UTC

I'm not trying to be mean, its just you jump on me with all this 'don't be paranoid' shit. I'm not trying to be paranoid. I dont want to feel like this. It just happens, and I know I shouldnt be comparing him to Brent, He's nothing like him. He's so amazing, like I could go on for days about how sweet he is..but then little shit happens and BECAUSE of past experiences I'm like 'well, the last time this happened, I had a suspision but I didnt think hed ever do it then he did' So I just continue to get paranoid.
I hate it.

faraway901 September 21 2008, 15:31:25 UTC

I know...I'm just trying to tell you to work on it. Whenever you feel like comparing him to Brent...stop yourself and remember that he is nothing like him. That comment right there is like, the first step or something lol.

And like I said before...with Brent things were completely different. He didn't treat you well at all. And Jared does. So...just try to relax. I can almost guarantee that Jared wouldn't do stuff that Brent did. He seems too...good for that.

bananajan September 21 2008, 15:34:30 UTC

I have been trying. its just not an easy thing to stop doing.
Its like I'm conditioned not to trust anyone.

faraway901 September 21 2008, 22:36:44 UTC

Okay then...well, hopefully he makes it so you can trust people again. You just have to wait and see.