Ok not like right now but in January. I found an apartment in Kent that is in my price range, has all the amenities I want, and a decent neighborhood. So between now and January I will be working as much OT as possible in order to be able to get outta here with money to spare for Christmas. It will be great!!! I am starting to get so excited. I ( Read more... )

43 Questions about nothing ( Read more... )

How I have neglected you so. Well most of it unintentionally. I can't help it when I was in the hospital for 6 days and couldn't get the wireless to connect ( Read more... )

Huh. I was going to update but suddenly have nothing to say.
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Oh well I guess I should be working. Have fun!

PS - What is the worst ice cream flavor ever? (I am conducting a survey , please answer)

Today marks exactly two months since Cameron passed away. Amazingly I am still here. I have had a lot of people lately say that I seem to be doing so well. To their credit, yes, it does "seem" that way. However while I "seem" fine I am really dying slowly on the inside. Everyday I lose a little bit more of myself. As far as I can see there is ( Read more... )

Seen as how it has been almost a month since I have posted anything ( Read more... )

If Tomorrow Never Comes ( Read more... )

I have had to borrow money and acrounge for money in order to survive right. Hopefully, once I get my next paycheck on the 26 things will be fine. But as soon as I get paid tomorrow I will be broke again... I got behind on some bills and now I am really paying for it, so is my credit score. :( Man, good thing I am doing so much Overtime right now ( Read more... )

I just want to die. Life is not the same without him. He was my life. Please just let me die so that I can see him again!

Camerons funeral was yesterday, August 3rd. I think reality is finally hitting me. I just feel this huge empty void with nothing to fill it. I feel emotionless, like everything that I do or say is just an automated response. I can't keep my mind on anything. It is like I can't have a thought at all just all of this jumbledness. You know what it ( Read more... )