I've been a terrible friend

[bananarunt121]

I haven't updated or read anyone's lj/xanga for a really really long time, which was a bad idea. see, i guess people cant talk to me directly about their problems, but write them in their journals, and just having read what someone is going through right now is so terrible, and i wish i had been there for him the last couple of weeks. Im SO SORRY

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I love you Molly

[anonymous]

Molly, you havent been a terrible friend, if anything you've been a hella good friend. Sure I didnt talk about my problems, sure it was prolly the smarter thing to do and talk out how I feel to you and my other great friends, I just didnt know how to go about it. Writing in my Xanga was the easiest thing for me to do, I can write if I have to, and it felt so liberating when I was going about it, it set me free in some ways, not completely, but enough so that I wouldnt feel that there was a complete void. Molly, when you wrote me a note I knew you cared, I just didnt know how or when to tell you about what was going on, its not like its something I just bring up outta nowhere, but its my fault I didnt open up to you or anyone. I shoulda told someone how I felt, I just didnt know when to do it. Molly, its not your fault I didnt open up, you're the greatest thing to happen to me and Im eternally grateful for your friendship. Its nothing you did, it was all me and my inability to open up.Te amo-Brandon