Screened to Ginny

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Thought I'd set up a few private posts for people. Hope I'm doing this right!

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I saw. It. God. It makes me so angry. And poor Woobie believes it, that's the horrible part.

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Akaya got mad when I told him not to believe him. I'm so damned worried about him, Ginny, and I can't do anything!

Did you know Envy sealed Greed away? That truth Bob posted made me want to tear out my hair. Envy had tons of people who cared for him but he backstabbed them all.

...and I opened my big mouth to Haine, too. Wish I hadn't now, especially since everyone's latched onto him and Akaya.

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He's doing that thing again, where he doesn't want to hear that anyone cares about him. It's so self-destructive and it terrifies me.

Yeah, I heard that. I sort of want to know what happened to him... but at the same time, I really don't.

What'd you say? I do think you're right, what you said that time about Haine understanding him in a way no-one else does -- and I do still think Woobie desperately needs someone who isn't already biased to care about him.

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Envy plays into his insecurities, so of course he must be telling the truth. Yeah. I don't know what to do for him, Ginny

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He's getting in fights, An.

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Yep. And I was told, quote: Don't tell me what to do.

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I'm going over to try and do some healing spells on him.

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Okay.

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Is it completely ridiculous of me to miss my Reno?

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No. I miss my Kippei, bastard though he could be.

It's so odd for them to be the same, yet different. And all those memories are just...gone.

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It's. I didn't even really think about it until. This weekend. I guess because I'd been trying not to. Because this Reno, the one that's here now, is so much like my Reno it's almost scary and. I kind of keep forgetting he isn't.

But I loved him. I mean. Not quite the way I love Light, but similar... and he knew me. Not just because we'd slept together, but he knew me.

My Reno never would have left me there.

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I was going to ask if something in particular happened.

Kippei--the one now--couldn't understand why I was upset over the difference. Old Kippei would have and just...I don't know. It's different.

I've noticed you've been talking to him a lot. Maybe with time you can be good friends again.

In that room?

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New thread for you!

I know he did. I. May have done that thing where you pin threads so it emails you when someone comments? And read the whole thing before he screened it.

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ILU Ginny! *__*

Oh. Oh, damn. It...I remember when Kevin and Akaya flirted in my journal and I was OVER it. And it still hurt like hell. But this. Poor Akaya. DAMN THEM.

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Haine basically said that he was in love with Badou. Not that I think that was really surprising anyone, but...

Want me to see if I can forward it to you? I don't know if it'll work or not but it's worth a shot.

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Yeah. And he made all those anon confessions. Everyone knew was him.

I guess. Probably saw most of it last night.