Yea...valentine's day is about spending time with ur hunny...so much for me, I can't even see mine. I don't think Valentine's Day is suppose to be this damn depressing.

I know what ur thinking, "Not another stupid Survey thingy...." but just one more i promise...well maybe ( Read more... )

Sorry guys ANOTHER survey but i saw it on a couple of my friends Xanga's and i thought what the hell..i need something tod do so i mite as well do this. Enjoy ( Read more... )

I know this contridicts my earlier entry but theres somethings i gotta get off my chest, and some things i want people to know ( Read more... )

Why do i listen to the little voices inside my head? Why must i suspect and overreact to the very small details about my life? Why do I confront the small, pointless things w/ the person i luv when they don't mean what i suspect, when I can't confront the big important thigns w/ my best friend? Why do i stay awake @ nite worrying about the ones I ( Read more... )

Yesterday my mom drove me and ally to the parks mall in arlington becuz I needed to look for some V-day presents for some ppl and I wanted to look for a prom dress...cuz i like that kinda stuff. We had fun. I didn't end up buying Jj that 1 thing i was gonna buy for him cuz it was weird going into stores like that with Ally, cuz ally isn't one of ( Read more... )

Y are parents such fucking dickheads? I mean seriously. I mean I've always had like stupid fights and arguements with my parents cuz they're gay...but now its getting WAY outta hand. Apparently I have an attitude now that I haven't had or some shit like that but, now i can't do nething. I can't go newhere even jj can't even come over. thats a crock ( Read more... )

ooo i have such a headache from conjugating stem changing verbs in sr.'s class. I really like spanish becuz im pretty good @ it, but sometimes it just makes my head hurt. Don't u hate it when u get unexpected ?s just outta no where? I sure do, especially when i dont know how to answer them, becuz i mite be confused about them as well. Last nite JJ ( Read more... )

Last nite started off great. Jj came over for a while. And then we got in trouble by my dad cuz we were laying on the couch watching Tv covered up. I guess my dad just didn't like the blanket thing, i dunno, but nothing was going on so he had nothing to worry about. I think he was just being a dad and just flipping out for the sake of flipping out ( Read more... )

ok...picking up where i left off. U just don't know HOW relieved i am!! It's just like my slate and my conscience is wiped clean and i can start over. My mom told me that we are gonna keep it our lil secret tho for a LONG while. She doesn't wanna be the one to try to explain it to my daddy, and neither do i, so what papa doesn't know wont hurt him ( Read more... )