So far this summer....

[banddork101]

Today has been the first day since school let out (minus last friday when i went to the blackburn trumpet factory...expensive horns that run about $4000 a piece...wow) that i haven't been at school. I get there about 9ish in the morning, there till around 3:30, then i'm off to work till around 6:30is, sometimes later. I know that's not much to work

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[cheekybabe]

"I'm tired of being judged by people who don't have a fucking clue about anything."

Yanno, I never asked to be involved in this... and you're right... it isn't my business and I really don't care to spend one more second in this situation. I'm not passing judgement, I just know what I agree with and what I don't. I'm tired of being bitched at as a result of other people's actions. I don't need extra drama, that pretty much has absolutely nothing to do with me or anything I've done, in my life and I'd perfer not to go off to college with two people, who all through my high school years I had no problem with, pissed at me, when frankly, my life is pretty shitty right now too. So, if you'd like to talk, I'm up for that, but if not, I'm washing my hands of this whole thing.

[banddork101]

just to make it clear i'm not just talking about you. lately i've been going through a lot of shit with other people too. like church...being judged on what i believe. School...being judged on the people i date and me being so "anti-social". my family thinks i'm going suicidal because i'm not happy when i'm around them. so it's not meant to be just at you. like i said, only like 3 people actually know crap about me.

[cheekybabe]

Well, it's kinda hard for people to know you when you don't open up to more than 3 people. Judgement- that's going to happen all your life. Is she smart enough to get this scholarship? Should we consider her for this job? Is she the kind of girl I want to be with? I knew you weren't just talking about me, but I'm just letting you know that I care enough not to have negative tension between you and Dru and I. I don't know if I'm the best person to be shelling out advice, but I do know that when life gets really shitty for you and you feel like nothing is working out, you have to hold on to what is making you happy with a clenched fist and not take for granted the people who are holding out their hand to help you. I'm not saying you're doing that... all I'm saying is that when life gets tough, the worst thing to do is shut people out and then tell them they don't know anything about you when you haven't given them that chance in the first place. I hope things get better for you in all the aspects you mentioned.