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[bandgeek05]

So...I'm crazy. I've got this boyfriend (those of you not in the loop: Dan) and he's really amazing. Kind of a doofus sometimes, but I don't think I'd like him any other way. He's smart (I think like a 3.4 cumulative GPA) and in a really good school (Rutgers actually has a good reputation, and Cook College even better). He's an Environmental

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[emily_thegreat]

You're not crazy. A bit of nervousness is normal, especially when revealing things about oneself to someone that you reaaaaally want to stick around for a long time. But you know what? Dan seems like quite the amazing chap, and that's going on mostly the little bit I know about him and the fact that he makes my favorite Beth so happy. It's okay to let him in.

<3

[bandgeek05]

I hearts you too. You're my favorite Emily! And your icon is appropriate to your comment. One of the many reasons I love you!

[actorone]

Being nervous is normal. hell i'm nervous daily, but it is different in a relationship. I think you are becoming more nervous getting to know him and letting him know you because you are starting to fall in love (just my personal opinion i only know things you have posted online).

J

[bandgeek05]

Falling in love is never fun. Last time it sucked. I hope this doesn't end the same way...but you're probably right either way. Come what may, right? Oh, and I miss you JJ! :)

[actorone]

i miss you too!!! don't let suckey experiences taint you current ones. Love can be a vile thing, but remember love is something we need to survive. have you ever heard the question, "If you were stranded on a deserted island what would you bring?" My answer would be love because it is just something that everyone deserves to feel. I hope you forget the horrible experiences and, as you said, come what may.

[died_just_right]

You're not crazy. It sounds a lot more like normal fear than crazy. Looking at it from a psychological standpoint, it seems like you might be uncomfortable from a fear that if he knows you better, he'll find something wrong with you. Especially since you mentioned the socioeconomic difference. Not because I think you would care about that, haha, but it may be contributing to a secret inferiority complex or something. Which, and I say this with a loving smile, is ridiculous, my dear, because you are fantastic, and I'm glad you have someone who makes you happy. I could be completely wrong, but in case somewhere deep inside you you think that you aren't worth it, YOU ARE!! ^_^ Don't push yourself too hard, though. And don't try to prove to his mom you CAN do wrong, haha, enjoy the fact that she likes you! It's far better than the reverse, hahaha. Yay Beth! Lovekiss from London.

[kyosokun]

I'm gonna be different from the Crowd. You ARE crazy, but no more crazy than most people. But essentially, I agree with the above.

- Iziah