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[bandgeek111]

ok so yea, the perfect day for me: its rainy, and HE comes over around 12. then we watch a movie or sumthin then we go dancing in the rain and make out a LOT! we come inside and take a shower together but with our bathing suit on cuz i dont wanna do that stuff. then we eat and watch more movies and fall asleep in eachothers arms. i wish it was like

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[dbc002]

Jen, your perfect day isnt going to come to you... you have to make it. and i know how it feels to day dream over and over in your head about how perfect it is, exactly what will happen... but it doenst always happen EXACTLY how or when or why you want it to, and thats the beauty of it.. thats what makes it even better than the fantasy

[bandgeek111]

aw thanks terra that did help me a lot! just so u know, im cryin right now b/c im so glad to have friends like you! i dont think about killin myself that much anymore, last nite, i wasnt even thinkin about it, well not really. i would never do anything like that cuz i just thought about havin one of my bestfriends kill themselves. i would feel like i failed to help them and i failed at bein a friend. sometimes i just think what i would do if i was really really serious about killin myself.

my parents are just weird and i love them to death and im glad i have them as my parents cuz they give me a lot more freedom than others peoples parents do. i guess i just gotta start bein like my brother and working to do better with them and myself. as for who i want to be when i grow up, i wanna join the coast guard for four years then go to school for clothing design. stuff like that makes me happy. thanks terra for making me realize these things. i wonder why we were never friends in the first place! luv ya!

[dbc002]

You know im always here for you! =) You really are a great person! love you too!

[sparkyduck]

awwwww jennifer... that was so touching... awwww

and i wish for perfect days like that... lets go get us some boys :P
and i totally agree with terra

[bna007]

awwwwww~~~~~~~~~~~ that sounds fun. ur day. Gosh... i bet it'll happen sooner than u think . [the shower with ur bathingsuit on lol]
wat would we do without our niffer? well i think the end of the world would come. thats that. so guess wat. u just cant die.
ur bro seems like a kool kool guy. i love my bro too. [only one of themtho... j.k]

brenda loves you.

*terra is so inspirational* :)