everyone has changed so much.

oh joseph.

sometimes i like people that are not very expressive and always let you win. i thought i didn't, but now i think i do ( Read more... )

i do not want someone to love me because i curl my hair, because i play instruments, because i like good books and good music; rather, i want someone to love me because i am awkward and misguided, ill-informed, and an insane bitch.

i know nothing, i have so much to learn.

i hope one day i can show everyone who i am.
especially those who have known me the longest.

im so bad at this klfhsjgdfbggnjgiofdffdlkmf;ds.

i loved you for leaving messages in my calculator to find months later when i took the SATs again, for slow dancing to sad songs in parking lots from the speakers in your car and the windows rolled down, for helping me walk ruby, for that sideways glance every time i said something too weird to understand (but you just laughed anyway), for every " ( Read more... )

i just wrote the longest post until i realized it could be easily summarized by this:
why are you doing this to me.

this sucks, but its also my fault ( Read more... )