I don't know what i;m supposed to do, it feels like in the past month everything has fallen apart before my eyes and everytime i turn around something new is going wrong. It seems like everyone in band is mad about something and everytime i turn around someoen else wants to quit. Ms Boroweic thinks she;s the only one who's stressed out about it , ( Read more... )

> today was the seniors last day at school. i;m gonna miss sami,theresa and Katie. it;s so sad to see them go, they helped make my years at comp worth while, theyre the last of the origional group from my freshman year, it;s sad. i;ve looked up to them for sooo long. it;s just not going to be the same without them ( Read more... )

>i honestly don't know what i;m supposed to do with everything. i've given band 3 years of my life and i worked so hard for them that next year i;m going to be drum major, and it;s like noone could care less. People are getting mad at me, but theyre mad b/c i did my job and corrected them, theyre calling me names and it;s really stupid, i love it ( Read more... )

i got a JOB!!! finally, i;ve been looking and applying for a year now and i finally got something, i start on sunday, so if your in the area, go to Bernie's, if your local u know what that is, and come order a salad or something maybe i;ll make it!!!(i know i;m a loser... it;s ok

well the band sounded good at the concert ...the colorgaurd is another story, almost everyone made some sort of mistake, myself included. on top of the some lady yelled at me b/c i was in charge of controling traffic in and out of the auditorium. then we went out and this girl who's friends with one of my best friends made stupid comments all night ( Read more... )

In my last entry i complained about lil hortie, and rightly so ; we were haveing an argument type deal. But we talked about it and i understand now why he reacts the way he does when i agitate him. ANYWAYS .... i;ve made a decision, and its the most important one i;ve ever made i think... Hortie came over today and we were hanging out and i looked ( Read more... )

sometimes my boyfriend makes me so crazy, i don't know what to do. We were talking on the phone and i said something in response to something he said and he does that silent thing that guys do. that whole i;m just not gonna talk to avoid whatever, so i can be mad for a while shit. i hate that !!!!!!!! then i can;t get him to talk i say i;m sry for ( Read more... )

i think i'm just destined to piss people off, i got into a fight with a friend today. but it;s not like the first time we fight like all the time and over the dumbest shit too. this time i didn;t even do any thing but right now were not talking to each other thats the dumbest thing, i know by tommorow it;ll be cool but it still drives me crazy. it ( Read more... )

the colorgaurd finally has a routine...and it looks good and everyone learned it and it;s beautiful!!!! i'm so happy and proud of the colorgaurd...now if only band would pull together and save their disaster we might actually pull this concert off. anyways i;m so excited now , i was a lil depressed and worried about it but now i know it;s all gonna ( Read more... )

i donlt know whats wrong with me, but i;m so sick of being this way!!! i was talking yesterday with my boyfriend about stuff and it somehow led into stuff that happened with my last boyfriend, kyle. i dated kyle for a year and the whole time he used me . i had a rough time in middle school and it just about killed my selfesteem. so once in ( Read more... )