Comments | bandprincess04: Confused

bandprincess04

Confused

Apr 20, 2005 00:37

So that horrid fog still looms in my head. Everyday I think I get closer to fixing things at least a little then a few things are said or done and I feel like I'm back to where I started from. Its quite frustrating. Hmm. I've just been questioning everything these last few weeks and I'm afraid that it was a mistake to try and fix all the wrong at ( Read more... )

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beautyoflight April 20 2005, 06:55:58 UTC

it will get better. it is better not to comprimise your feelings, too. cause you cant make others happy if you arent happy. if you need anything... at all, you can call. MUAH and i hope it all works out.

lilmonkey00 April 20 2005, 12:39:53 UTC

Don't worry, you aren't alone in the whole midlife crisis at 19. I'm pretty sure all of us have had some sort of premidlife crisis at somepoint after graduation. Some just later or earlier than others. And it will get better. Don't worry about making others happy until you are happy. Cause you're the one thats most important to be happy first. You deserve to put your feelings ahead of others. And I know it may feel/seem selfish. But its not. Its the way it should be. Don't worry about fixing all the problems at once. Just let it all go. And it'll fix itself. You can't force anything. And like Jen said, you can call if you need anything. And thats an honest comment. I know we all haven't been much of friends recently, but it doesn't mean we don't still love you and that we aren't here for you. Cause we do and we are. So if you need anything, you do have ppl to turn to. **hugs**

bandprincess04 April 20 2005, 15:10:27 UTC

Thanks guys you rock. Im sorry that I havent been around much recently or over the last couple of months. Thats my fault and Im sorry. I know that I have a whole lot of friendships I need to rebuild cause Ive let them go or Ive lost a few friends because of recent events but Im trying to fix things one proble at a time and hopefully sometime soon Ill be able to fix what Ive broken.

beautyoflight April 20 2005, 16:37:30 UTC

this is gonna sound repetitive, but we are here for you. anything you need that we can do for ya. and dont think its too late to "save" the friendships... cause its not.

bandprincess04 April 20 2005, 21:32:40 UTC

I know that its not but its not an easy task and im not so great at it. Im working on it tho I promise. I just need lots of time and patience (sp?). I know you all are still there its just going to take a while for me to get used to that again and i know that my own fault but thanks!