an actualy journal entry O_O

[bane_huntress]

This is just a rant of sorts that more personal that the usual crap I put here, while I'm printing out NCIS and SGA fanficts to go read and get lost in.
I'm just having one of those emo brakes down days when nothing seems to be right with the world and everything seems wrong, so in short, depressed.
Despite having to put my 16 year old cat to sleep a

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[elektro_static]

I know it doesn't help much, but I had to put my buddycat down two months ago. He'd been with me through thick and thin, so losing him was one of the hardest things I'd ever had to do. I remember back when we still used to write to each other when you'd go on about your cats. Sorry to hear about that.

Funnily enough, I'm going through similar relationship woes, so, again, you're not alone. It's not my time of the month though, so... two out of three?

I know we haven't spoken properly in god alone knows how long, but if you ever need me, all my details are on my LJ.

You'll make it. I have little doubt that you will.

[bane_huntress]

oops got a little court up in reading ficts and playing wow and very little else... ah escapisum ftw :P
but ya... was a lonly time, specialy when said cat used to pester me all night for loves and kiss's and hopefully chicken if I was going in the kitchen... but the other cats are slowly filling the space he left...
Sorry for you loss too... sometimes you wonder why you do it... then you remember the unconditianl love (=full bellis on tap) and fluffy tummis to tickle ^_^ and you do it again and again :P I think it's called masocisum :S

Also I'm terrible for keeping in touch with people :S so its probably double sides ^_~ I get to distracted with crap like wow and reading tehe oops

anyhow... huggis, the darkness always make the lighter side brighter ^_^

[pfyre]

*hugs* Believe me I've had that kind of day in deluge at times.

Sometimes fanfic is good for getting your mind off it all. Sometimes it's good therapy - letting your cry and grieve along with the characters. There is a relatively short SGA fic - that whenever I read it I bawl like a baby. It's poignant without being too syrupy sappy and gives me a good reason to cry when I need it.

Personally, I no longer sacrifice forests for my fanfic addiction. I download my fanfic to my PDA and take it with me to read everywhere - to the doctor's office, to the airport, running errands, on vacation, etc. Saves me bundles on paper and ink supplies. *G* 'sides I love the idea of having libraries/archives worth of stories at my fingertips! *G*

[bane_huntress]

omg and you didnt give me a link to the sga fict? arck send it to my email... is on my site somewhere :P gif!

If I want to cry I just have to read the end of 'The Golden Fool' by Robin Hobb where the main chara looses his bonded wolf (actualy havent finished the 3rd book cos it depresses me too much :S) or the end of 'Stalking Darkness' by Lynn Flewelling cos despite the crying like a twit, it's got a good ending :P

And I stare at a screen nearly all day, and I love reading in bed... so them tree's has to die :P it's that or burn electricity keeping my laptop running ^_^... so I dont know whats worce... I try and get recycled paper if I have the cash ^_^ also if I'm travaling anywhere, I just print out enough fiction, or take a loved book. my copy of 'Good Omens' has been everywhere, I even had to buy my brother a new one (cos the book was his) now it's moth eaten and well loved ^_^

[pfyre]

Stargate: Atlantis » Innocence of a Child
Author: kyrdwynFiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst

[pfyre]

And I stare at a screen nearly all day, and I love reading in bed... so them tree's has to die :P it's that or burn electricity keeping my laptop running ^_^... so I dont know whats worce...
I stare at the screen all day as well but decided a while ago that sacrificing forests wasn't worth my addiction to fanfic. PDAs, eReaders such as Kindle or Nook, etc. can all be easily adapted to view and read fanfic. Originally when I got my first PDA (a gift from a friend) - I was positive that I wouldn't use it much beyond maybe keeping my calendar and address book on it. But after some helpful online friends pointed me to iSilo [an ereader software] and I discovered that reading on the pda wasn't so bad - I've been even more addicted to fanfic and there is software out there that allows me to purchase ebooks and read them on the PDA as well. *shrug* everyone has their own preferences