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i hate this journ >;0

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fdgdgf

whoa, havent written in a while ...
a few good things that have happened ...
um ..

+ saw hellogoodbye
+ saw jessee pee =O
+ danced with jessee
+ watched harry potter
+ got some new clothes
thats pretty much it ...

i have a sad life ...
i dont like it ...
im miserable ...
& i make him miserable ...
im horrible

im a hypocrit
im a horrible person
& ive become content with this ...

=/

wtf
is
going
on !?

i
need
to
leave
this
place
badly
now

yeah im an emotional bitch
who effin` cries to much ...
whatev
deal with it
i do

idk, everything & everyone bothers me
i just want to feel happy again ...
i do sometimes
he makes me happy, veryhappy
even though he thinks i dont love him ?
well i wrote him a letter& made him a cd
im so gay
kay bye

YOU FUCKiN 9TH GRADE WHORES. ..
WHY MUST YOU LiKE SOMEONE WHO HAS A BOYFRiEND & TRY & BREAKEM UP
ARE YOU MENTALLY FUCKiN RETARTED ? OBViOUSLY
YOU FUCKiN WHORES BETTAH STAY THA FUCK AWAY
i OWN A SHOTGUN =O

.... i wish

fighting is pointless. .
over the internet, journals anything ..
its just dumb now
it doesnt make me feel better, doesnt help anything
so to anyone ive ditched, talked about, done anything wrong
im truly sorry
&
i really dont wanna explain myself to everyone any futher
so thank you & goodnight