i miss my black hair ( Read more... )

today, little dynomite...
-got out of the house
-got yelled at for things that aren't her fault
-had a good time
-cried way more than she should have
-got to talk to her boy in puerto rico
-took pictures
-whitnessed a drug deal

women wear skirts.

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i listened to that postal service song, and read the email that he sent me, with those lyrics in it. and i cried, and black makeup poured down my face in sheets, and my pale ivory skin turned to gray. it started raining and i believed for a moment that i controlled the weather, but the rain subsided and i continued to cry ( Read more... )

when he asked if i ever had a dream that brought forth ideas that have been locked up in the deep back bottom of the brain... i answered him with a no. is he the only one who solves problems by sleeping? "ever even thought of solving a problem by sleeping ( Read more... )

actual update later.
just putting these pictures up for jose before i go take a nap.

some crazy kids should give me a call and make plans with me for monday-wednesday. or i'll just call them. you never know. it could be you!


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rufus wainwright:
--cigarettes and chocolate milk
dynomite!!!!:
--cloves and dr.pepper
they taste really good together
i swear.

yesterday i :
-didn't get up until 4
-was happy talking to jrape on aim
-did minimal work on anything and everything
-made a sticker
-painted a little
-didn't eat nearly enough
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underwater love &&jelly elvis

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HEY EVERYONE I KNOW IN REAL LIFE!
is anyone interested in going on a weekend trip to d.c. with me during the school year? we have an apartment to stay in with my cousin, and the bus fare ia $35. let me know if you're interested.

so i spent $24 at salvation army

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fly me to the moon.
we can leave your headaches behind.
we can leave your mother behind.
we can sleep in late.
we can kiss without random girls saying 'ew gross' in new rochelle gas stations.
we can turn off all the noise so i can listen to your heartbeat.

breakdown......(&&backup)-i'm worried for jose at the doctor. he's been getting bad ( Read more... )