i have never been so happy to be eating crackers.

xx//..friday night = suck
//..xxsaturday night = awesome
..xx//sunday = see jose, hopefully

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i feel so fucking sick right now for one reason ( Read more... )

i gotta write in this shit. my hair is being dyed as i type. we'll see how that comes out, yeah.

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oh so drunks. i misssss jose miss jose jisss miss you. lalala. i'm trying ro keep it together 'aause i'm talking oto mbebpeople in aim and i don't want the to know i'm drunkgs shsshhhh. tonight was good. went to justin'es got kicked out went to town, gazeebo with moriah. jose called me twice tonight it made me so fucking happy i lov ehim so ( Read more... )

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i am so fucking pissed off and stressed out right now.

people owe me:
a | appologies
b | money
c | transportation
d | cloves
e | hugs
f | kisses
g | to fucking see their girlfriend when they fucking say they will, asshole ( Read more... )

so i lost jose all day & i lost myself for about a week but i think i got it now, i think i got it. you're not gonna die alone lovely you're wonderful, i tell myself and i know it's true but i can't help but doubt it. mannn i love everything so much i feel like i gotta ruin it for myself don't do it don't do it don't do it. i'm so lonely when i ( Read more... )

well, i haven't talked to jose at all today. don't know where he is. we were supposed to hang out around 2, but i had a lot to do today i guess. i had work and then had to go to guitar ( Read more... )

yeah, don't bother i guess ( Read more... )