today was the first day of new job.
my face hurts from taking my monroe in and out... fucking ouch
work is fun
i already know a bunch of people that i work with.
it will be just another easy job.

im eager to see what happens.

my empire is a house of cards.
one tiny malfunction sends everything to shambles.

but im still waiting for that phone call.

id stay in bed all day with out a worry in the world if you were here too.

lately im all butterflies, smiles, hugs, hearts and kisses.

the things that make it so yu run as fast as you can
do cart wheels in the streets
and never stop smiling

please god dont let this be too good to be true.
im so in love with life

in every single aspect of my life i am conflicted.
i miss the days of endless dreaming
when i didnt think about the the future or the consequences but only of the here and now.

growing up is killing me.

we are all a part of this whether we like it or not.

reminiscing today about the past that is now long gone ( Read more... )

its funny that you changed into the exact type of person i said i was afraid of getting close to.

and yet even after betraying me you still wonder why i wont get close to you...

rad.

i just realized that after this summer nothing is going to be the same

it almost breaks my heart.
id give anything to live this way forever.

i cant help but feel butterflies.
im nervous
and anxious.
and oh sooo exhausted.

throw it at me!
i can take these punches.