So today was pretty neat. I went drifting since it was all nice and wet outside woot. I also showed roxy and gina a little bit of it =P. Tumm and coco came by the house to chill a bit which was random...me opening the door in my towel =D ( Read more... )

I got a new phone. Kickasss.

Anyways, I hung out with the 2 coolest Mormons, Ruben, Annilie?, and Paulina at Miracle mile for a bit, and then some random ass adventure to downtown. I dunno, this shit is wack.

I'm getting a job at American Apparel. ;].

Today was a little nicer. I'm still pretty messed up inside but I'll manage one day soon enough. I did some writing again, how awesome is that. I also went to a drum circle last night which was pretty cool. I then began to think about how there will be at most 2 more drum circles that YOU will be here for with me. It's a rude awakening, but that's ( Read more... )

This is hell. I hate what's happening to my life. I love you so much but I know that we can't work. I wanted to feel like this for so long. To know that I can be the one who is hurt too and I guess it worked. I feel human once again. I wish it didn't have to be like this. You're too far gone now. Yeah, lame Livejournal update..haha what's funny is ( Read more... )

Rubennnnnn let's hang out again ahhh. I have no cell phone and it blows and I can't call you punk! So go online more so we can make a date ;]. We need to go on a photoshoot mad soon. Or I'll kill you.

Started school again. While all of you are home for the summer I'm in class. Don't mind it, i'll be done faster. I haven't been having too much fun lately. Haven't hung out with ruben at all, and that sucks. I need to do something with you. You're pissing me off.

I've been feeling sick lately. Had an ugly cough...bleh. I'm going to prom on saturday though, finally some major fun. ILU.

"If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be?"

And I replied with an I don't know. If I could be anywhere, where would I go???? Sigh...

I broke down again in 2 days. I don't know what is going on with me. I hate myself =\. I just want to go somewhere far away right now. Isolate myself and start over. Sell all the writing from my old life while gone away and write more on the memories. It is so fucking ugh ( Read more... )

Someone fucking save me from this life. I can't stand who you're becoming. Where is the "I give up" button?