life is.....

[banglesau]

First off, I was kinda shocked last night that Amanda thought I liked being over here. I don't know where she got the idea that I LIKED living in America, when I don't, I just want to go home so bad. The holiday parts are good, I wish this was a holiday, not living here with no real end in sight because we all know  the contract is not gonna be

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[anonymous]

Hi Kate (it's Shaun)
Hope you don't feel I am being nosy by reading your online journal.

Just wanted to say that whenever you need to I am happy to chat. To be honest with you, I don't see what you have written as being whiney at all. I see it as a conversation with yourself that you need to have to work things out before you act. It's a good thing, shows maturity I think, because you are not being rash. You are reasoning out the truth, or getting there anyway, and that's something you should be proud of. It's a skill that not everybody know.

So, just wanted to say keep going with it because one day you will wake up and realise you've made it. And just remember you do have friends (I like to think of you as a friend).

[banglesau]

LJ's are for readin, if I had a problem with people reading any of this I would either lock it - so only ppl on my friends list could see, lock it - so no-one can see or not post at all.

I think even when I am being a whiney ranty complainer, I know that, but I also know I can be a whiney rantly complainer. I never thought about it as a skill, its just something I do so I don't take it out on the wrong person, LJ doesn't care if I rant at it, although its nice to have feedback.

[curefreak]

For what it's worth I too am surprised that Amanda didn't know you were unhappy in the US; I mean I am a complete dumbass as I know it ;).

[banglesau]

well, I guess I don't talk to her a whole lot, but I am pretty sure that in conversations that I have had, I have expressed that I don't really like it here.

Its totally possible that either my parents think I am having a good time and tell people I am OR shes so convinced that she would love it here and so self-absorbed that she never actually listens to me, and that is totally possible, her husband have changed her - for the worst IMO.

or shes worse than a dumbass.... lol, I am pretty sure she was born in Australia.... so it can't be that she is........ ;)

[ardeaherodias]

Hi Bangles, it's Arthi. I got a new LJ, just letting you know. I hope to write more often like I used to.