I wish I had somewhere more appropriate to write all this, I want to write about it because I don't have anyone to talk to about it, at the same time I have a vaughe idea of who might read this and it bothers me.... so the best I can do is mark it adult content.... that way if anyone reads it and is offended, they were warned. At the same time yeah ( Read more... )

So today my mum rings me, apparently Amanda told her I was rude to Rad while I was there WHAT THE FUCK???? I swear...... I don't know what my sisters friggen problem is. I wasn't rude to Rad..... I hardly even saw him let alone speak to him..... so I don't know what I have apparently done now.... mum didn't know either. Considering what a jerk I ( Read more... )

Well this post could get long.... probably ranty cuz you know me.

First things from going over to see my sister and my Grandparents 50th Wedding Anniversary.

First off, the flight was TERRIBLE.... or rather the pre-flight.... I get there 2 hours before my flight as they say I should..... to find my flight in a HOUR late...... then later and later ( Read more... )

Ever get that thing where life is going so well that your actually kinda stress free so Life (the bitch that she is) decised to kick you in the face so you don't forget that bad things should happen to you all the time? This week.... so far is like that.

It actually started AFTER Acupuncture on Thursday last week. After going and being happy that ( Read more... )

I have done something in the last week that I'm in 2 minds about..... I have not told Scott and I don't know if its because I'm ashamed of myself, I know he won't like it and I'm just telling myself he will be fine with it, or I'm just a wimp. I did tell someone last night, but there wasn't much of a reaction, but then again, I wouldn't really ( Read more... )

I thought all the drama with my arms was done.... but NUUUUUUUUUUU. The past 2 days have been HELL, with today being the worse so far since I have been having acupuncture at the new place. Granted, I think a large part of the problem is the way I sleep because I sleep on my side and therefore on my arms BUT I can't sleep on my back or front, I have ( Read more... )

GAH! I'm just so friggen frustrated

1. My life is a mess, I do not know how to fix it, and I just cant see the point anymore.
There are quite a few reasons for this, but its like I just want someone to TELL me what it is that I need to do, and then actually have someone HELP ME, to do these things. I know I have a problem being motivated, I need a ( Read more... )

Oh yeah.... this is a warning, this will probably degrade into a rant with adult content......

Firstly... I don't know if I wrote but acupuncture WORKED.... I wasnt so sure at first but the next day..... there was little to no pain in my hands/wrists/arms. I had a sore back it was a bit annoying, but it was great to be painless elsewhere. Since ( Read more... )

Lately I just wish the world would go away. I have been really sleepy and sore, I think I maybe back on the slide into depression, since this is how it feels when I go there. Usually I would make an effort to try and stop it when I feel it, but I just don't care.... I'm too tired to fight it. I am even 'off' WOW, I have not been in the mood to play ( Read more... )

Well, now I'm thinking about trying acupuncture.... for real. I have always thought I could never do it, but I don't want to go to yet ANOTHER doctor who's gonna take blood, run tests and make me take yet more drugs.... so I think I will try this first. I can always not do it if I hate it or it hurts too much, although I have been reassured that ( Read more... )