its official
birthday bonfire is on!
be prepared to get crunk with the birthday girl.
i hope some of my friends bring me a nice birthday present
like..
booze

holidays are stupid ( Read more... )

oh..
to be able to control how much i drink . would be great. i am ..an idiot.

can i just say ( Read more... )

my birthday is next weekend.
and i REALLY want
a DIGITAL CAMERA.
either that..
or..
my bills all payed off for me.
DAAADDDDD
buy me presents plzzzz

WTF
canada sucks.
the douchbags pulled us over at customs.
i left my cell phone in ashleys car. who knows when i will get it back.
i didnt hang out with griffin like i was suposed to and im bummed out . he must hate me. i have to work today and i really do not want to.
i want to be lazy and watch movies all day. im a bad person. :(

fading away
you are
gone.
to late
to go
back.
my heart
uncapable
of functioning
again.
left.
dont care.
dont breath.
i will know
you're still alive.

i was cranky as hell today at work.
nothing really exciting happened today.
i am suposed to hang out with griffin tomorow
if he calls
cara and i are talking again.
which is good
and we are going to be the birthday girls in canada
i love everyone .
peace out <3

FUCKING COOL. I LOVE HOW I WRITE A WHOLE FUCKING ENTRY AND MY CAT WALKS ALONG THE KEY BOARD AND DELETES IT ALL. not only was my deleted entry a pissy one but now its gonna be even more pissy ( Read more... )

i decided.
i not only want a boyfriend
i want a STRAIGHT boyfriend
and to be in love at that.